Je continue à réaliserQue le monde est vraimentHostile sans aucun considération I wonder if I’ll always feel this wayPerpétuellement sous le chagrinToujours envahir par l’anxiété de vivreUnable to find those glimmers of joy C’est comme ci je peux pas malgré toutArriver à une espace sans douleurSans le deuil inattendue et incessantSans le désespoir et la…
The Joy of You
I don’t write anymore These days I spend my days forgetting Letting the pretty little words flitter Through my mind passing away Like butterflies in the cold This mind has become a grave Where I bury the little joys I once had Where I let the poems fade into nothingness Forgetting that once upon a…
Strangers again
—and yet you still looked at me like a stranger as if all the time spent was just a dream all the years of us gone down the drain all the days of that thing we never quite said lost in your neglect
I love you like that
I love you like that wind swept hair glowing red cheeks moonbeam smile You’re the spring in the wood of skies blooming soft petals where creeks run free You’re the soft morning dew settling on my spine cold and sweet calm and quiet I love you like that soft waterfall autumn leaves…
To Peregrine
I know you’re scared Afraid of moving forward And too terrified of the unknown But I want you to remember To stop dwelling on the past You no longer belong there I want you to remember When it feels like your anxiety Is swallowing you whole And you’re drowning in your fears That no matter…
I have decided that I love you
I have decided that I love you I have spent too many days wishing you were different— slim waist thick thighs all curves and endless succulence all the things you never were and never would be taunting me I have spent way too long reaching for— I’ve decide that I love you just like…
Never Mine
When you left that day The snow started falling Softly at first Like the tears flowing Down my face Then hard and fast Like my heart breaking As you slammed the door I wanted to run after you But I was frozen Not from the cold snow But from the cold stare You gave…
There’s a beast in my belly
There’s a beast in my belly. Some nights he lays dormant On others, I can hear him Screaming To be let out There’s a beast in my belly, Trying to eat me inside out. He hungers for more, Than I can possibly give. There’s a beast in my belly Performing the dance of…